Wednesday, March 26, 2008

life.

if I could just see you
everything will be alright
if I'd see you
the darkness will turn to light
and I will walk on water
and you will catch me if I fall
and I will get lost into your eyes
and everything will be alright
and everything will be alright

a crazy week. lifehouse at Clutch Cargo's just blew me away. totally in love with their song "Storm" now. and inspired to go further into the land of strings :D awesome, awesome acoustics.

learning to let go, for real. and let God, now. :) i can't wait to get home to check out how things have changed for the better. excited. and pretty excited that i'd finally be graduating in a month's time. it seems like it's been a long time, in a foreign land. but the time's finally coming.

well, somehow dsta's not in the mood of being lenient with their graduate program approvals for me, having rejected almost all of the programs i've planned for. and having approved some of those courses for others. a situation of despair? i want to choose not to be bitter, because i know the plans God has for me, plans for a future and a hope, plans to prosper me and not to harm me. so in spite of this seeming contradiction, right now, i choose to believe. that my path has been made straight. that my path is the path that shines ever brighter unto the glorious day. that my path has been walked into and declared good. that through the death, burial and resurrection of Christ comes upon me eternal righteousness. that God sent His only son in the act of great mercy magnified on the cross where God's perfect justice and God's perfect love met. that if God is for me, who can be against me?

you guessed it. the last part's a Happy belated Easter post. :)

somehow.

2 comments:

limz said...

dont be bitter and have faith :) the path that you end up going on will be the one God has planned. And on hindsight you'll see the beauty of it all :)

jer said...

amen. :) thanks.

trust in the Lord with all my heart, and lean not on my own understanding. :)